I'll admit it. I like living on the edge. That's why I voluntarily signed up for another 32-mile race in May. You pay the registration costs and then you go for it. But why? Why do we do what we do?
Honestly, it's simply the challenge. Can I, as a 74-year old, run 32 miles? I say, I'm glad I'm trying. My kids think I should. There is nothing more symbolic of hard work, determination, and doing what I said I would. It's a benchmark, and the challenge of even getting there is hugely motivating.
At one point, that benchpoint was completing a marathon. Now it's the ultramarathon distance. I keep craving the challenge. Be honest with me, friend. How do you deal with the "boring" aspects of life without becoming unhealthy? Whether it's in my teaching or my preaching or my relationships, I crave intensity. It's an all-consuming passion that makes life both exciting and memorable.
People say an ultra is too far for a seasoned citizen. I say, I'm still glad I'm trying. Setbacks? I'm sure there will be plenty of them. Uncertainty? I am consumed by it. Yet if there is any possible way I can do this, I will do it. I know my body will say no. It's done that 3 times already at the ultra distance. But I can't entertain that thought. It's simply not a possibility for this old man.
Live boldly, my friend. You control the moment. Drive straight into life with abandon. Imagine the person God wants you to be, and then simply commit to it. Embrace the pain. Discover a new passion. Whatever you do, and wherever you go, don't be afraid to make a big splash. Today I did 10 miles on the treadmill.
Multiply that by 3, and you have an ultra.
I'll need to finish at least 60,000 steps to complete an ultramarathon. I do know one thing. It's never what you expect. Yet just as we can't expect the sad stuff, we can't expect the great stuff. Honestly, I could not have dreamed up a life as good as the one I'm living right now. Blessing after blessing. I still have high hopes and expectations for my life, regardless of how many years the Lord gives me. I want to chase down impossible dreams. And I want to be able to roll with the punches when things don't go as planned.
Life is all about perspective. Attitude. Making the most of it all.
Have a wonderful day!