Why? Why, in 10 short days, will I run another ultra? Why 32 miles? At night?
Ultrarunning is like digging a hole. It's repetitive. It's tiring. It's hard. It's redundant. But for some reason, you want to dig that hole. So you just keep digging. And digging. And digging. That's really all there is to it.
Stop being a baby. Ditch the excuses for why you're not chasing down your dreams. Don't overthink things. Just grab your shovel and dig.